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Crossover Intro
01:43
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2. |
Plain Faced Girl
03:40
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[We establish our hero as a somewhat selfish and unexceptional person.]
Tommy’s got a prize
hanging off of his arm
she’s turning every head
when she walks into the bar
she’s dressed up like the city
that she's been missing
so everybody knows
what Tommy’s been kissing
yea but he don’t know
her daddy knocked her to the floor
when he found her with a friend
he showed that little girl a door
well, she gave me her number
when she went outside for a cigarette
just give me a plain-faced girl
so we can lay outside all night
and she lights up the sky
with her sweetest smile, alright
she can take my heart away
cause it’s been hurting me
too much anyway
and she’ll never leave my side,
no she’ll never leave my side
I never been one
to do the right thing
so I dialed up her number
on the very next day
I never know what I want,
I'm just doing things
so I told a little story
to her phone machine
now three weeks in,
Tommy's busting my chin
said he can never look me
in the eye again
well this has happened to me
so I know how it feels
I'm paying back the world,
it's all part of the deal
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3. |
Car Crash
01:52
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[A car crash leaves him deformed and in great pain]
[all spoken dialogue]
she was about as fresh as a can of chile
I once built a radio using nothing but meat,
and a broken radio
I think some people come to work
just to waste my time
what you did was unforgivable
I think you're a very bad person
one man power failure
your jawbone has been completely shattered
spleen ruptured
kidneys are lacerated
left lung is collapsed
spine has compression fractures here and here
dark nipple
you'll never see out of that eye again
and the burnt skin will take a while to heal
your eyes are making fun of me
baby needs to drive
he crashed his car into a tree
they're not sure if he'll live
if he does, he'll be ugly as hell
how do you feel?
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4. |
Side Of The Road
03:52
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[Feeling sorry for himself following his disfiguring and crippling car crash.]
my doctor's fingers
taste like cigarettes
he’s telling me something
that's boring me to death
like a man walking ‘round
dead for seven weeks
he died in a car crash
cause ‘cause he couldn't get any sleep
nobody even told him that he died
so he just kept recycling his life
everyone assumed,
because he walked across the room
there must be a living man inside
well I’ve lived enough to know
you can’t get revenge
unless you take it slow
I guess that answers
why my life goes on
are these memories even mine?
they’re from an unfamiliar time
I guess I’ve survived something wrong
some people need to hold their lovers
tightly in their arms
well I could never keep them straight
and I always preferred cigars
now I guess I'm wishing that I’d
trusted someone more
I miss the company of a milky woman
looking at me with sympathetic eyes
now there’s a buzzing clown head
where my face used to be
its all tingling and filled with lies
when you find a love you need
to hold it oh so close to you
danger is the only love I’ve known
some people play it safe,
the same ones take it slow
others must rub up against
the side of the road
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5. |
Magic Bullet
04:08
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[He watches a commercial for a procedure that promises to take away his pain, and his nervous system]
[spoken]
It aint the bullets that hurt
it's the wounds
this is a magic bullet
it’s shocking to your mind
you can step outside your body
you can step outside time
this is a magic bullet
it’s shocking you my friend
if you don’t like the life you’re living
you can bring it to an end
a bullet is a cure
for every disease
it makes everything that’s hard
so perfect, so easy
a bullet is a cure
for work, for sadness
it’ll make you feel strong,
it’ll make you feel badass
[spoken]
the procedure is simple
first, we restrain you
then we inject you
with a solution of NEMS robots
the robot slowly replace every nerve cell
including your brain
you can keep most of your memories
and your personality will be identical
I’ll take a magic bullet
I’m asking you on my knees
give me a magic bullet
I’ll take one right now please
I'll take a magic bullet
‘cause I can't face my life
give me a magic bullet
right between my eyes
this is a magic bullet
it’s shocking to your mind
you can step outside your body
you can step outside time
this is a magic bullet
it’s shocking you my friend
if you don’t like the life you’re living
you can bring it to an end
a bullet is a cure
for every disease
it makes everything that’s hard
so perfect, so easy
a bullet is a cure
for work, for sadness
it’ll make you feel strong,
it’ll make you feel badass
[spoken]
after a month your entire nervous system
will have drained through the tube into a bottle
and you will have a complete
NEMS synaptic structure
I'd like to get my junk into that
I'd like to see her ghetto cake
you will be functioning on a
NEMS robotic neural substructure
what if it doesn't work?
I’ll take a magic bullet
I’m asking you on my knees
give me a magic bullet
I’ll take one right now please
I'll take a magic bullet
‘cause I can't face my life
give me a magic bullet
right between my eyes
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6. |
Shuttlecraft
04:06
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[On the way to the moon to have the procedure done, he meets a woman who captures his imagination]
I met you on a shuttlecraft
you were picking up some baggage
I said, “Can I help you with that?”
you put your hand on my shoulder
when the rockets kicked in
I was feeling pretty weightless
just beneath my skin
do you even know,
you turn my heart to stone?
it's burning like a shooting star
beyond what I know
We were talking so much
that we missed our dock
the pilot got so angry
when we told him we were lost
well he told us where to go
and he pointed at the clock
it’s pretty far away now and that
gives us time to talk
we’ll be arriving at the
mothership pretty soon
it’ll be a couple hours
until we reach the moon
you put on a jumpsuit
to protect you from the cold
I pulled out a bottle and
sprayed something up my nose
this is the last thing I'll feel
soon I will wonder if you're real
will you still remember me
when you're past the moon
and you're so far away that my
telescope can't find you?
you told me about
the books you like to read
I pointed out a mother
who was crying on her knees
we talked about our stories
and we had some laughs
then the mothership was boarding
so we just left it at that
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[He ponders the nature of love and life]
I can tell by the lines in your skin
that you don't have a plan
and your luck is running low
like the dribble from an empty beer can
sometimes you think love is like sunshine,
if you sit outside it’ll beam into your life
but baby the sun is only free to the birds
it's a gift and a curse to the nighttime
love isn't something that you can find
love isn't something you take
it isn't something that just happens to you
love is something that you make
making love, making love
love is something that you make
I can tell by the sweat on your skin
that your confidence is shaken
and your storybook ideas
have all been taken
just look at you, stumbling through
waiting for a prince
or some coincidence to
grab you by the hand and pull you
into lalalalalalalala land
...
making love like you mean it
making love like you've been defeated
you get your shoulders in the motion
and drop your hopes into an ocean
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8. |
Afterglow In Space
02:09
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[He is at the medical facility on the moon. His mind wonders during the procedure, the final conscious thoughts using his natural brain tissue.]
I fell in love with you
sometime I like the way
alcohol can change
my point of view
lets go out dancing
and move our bodies
through the smoke
and feel nothing like the joke
they see in me
our bodies are changing
like sand dunes in the wind
blowing out to sea if we
ignore the ships we travel in
I might not be much but
I'm the only thing she's got
translate encoded waves
from her deep space astronaut
I'm trying to stay sober
fighting to keep my mind
from slipping, from crossing over
to the other side
well I'm trying to do a job here
without catching some disease
that's turning muscle flesh into
something that I don't want to be
it's a fascinating problem when we
reach the speed of light
but I've got hooligans smashing in
my ugly face tonight
no matter how long you climb
you're still two steps away at most
from falling on your face and losing
everything that's close, but
sometimes you can't let go
until you reach for something first
and the only way to kill your pain
is to do something that's much worse
I'm trying to stay sober
fighting to keep my mind
from slipping, from crossing over
to the other side
I'm fighting for my life here
deep inside my heart
I don't expect you to understand
but please don't tear me apart
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10. |
Healing
01:50
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[Recovering after the procedure]
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[The procedure cured him of his pain, but it gave him a violent personality, his body is destroyed in battle and replaced by machine parts]
son of a bitch
believe that I'm moving faster
than the devil's glitch
behind a natural disaster
I can go anywhere
and I can do anything
I know you want me to stop
but baby I'm too mean
I'm like a particle cloud
of broken glass
I make a million cuts
when I'm blowing past
I've got a chemical light
making up my spine
chaos in my thoughts
and a bullet
‘cause I’m always
in the mood for fighting
attack could come from any side
the dead spent their lives deciding
when to run and where to hide
you’ve got a pretty big bark
for such a little kitty
you surprised me in the dark
now you’re looking kinda shitty
if I happen to see you
and my teeth are dull
I’ll lay down in some trash
and put a bullet in your skull
I’m tired of waiting
take the fight to you
attack way before dawn
under cover of the moon
eat after the kill sleep when I’m dead
I’ve got a fast heart and a 9-lb. head
[spoken]
I guess I'm the same person
I just, I feel stronger, angrier
than I've ever been before
all I want to do is win
please don't make fun of my muscles
[spoken]
he's known pain
he's been fighting for
many hundreds of years
his body has eroded over time
he's done an
incredible amount of damage
his body has been punished terribly
again and a again
he's known more pain
than any of us can imagine
that's a lot of damage
his body has been
completely changed over
dozens of times
one piece at a time
his body was replaced with technology
then that body was replaced
again and again
it's incredible that his mind
has been able to survive this long
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12. |
Where Is My Body Now?
03:48
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[Reflecting on his journey, wondering what he is now that his body has been completely replaced with technology]
they said you tried to find me
well, did you know I went berserk?
you wouldn't recognize me
if I was stuffed in your purse
I've been turned inside out
about a thousand times
with that jackass' still in here
and baby needs to drive
where is my body now?
where is my body now? tell me,
where is my body now?
running somewhere, overground
I let a magic bullet
take away my pain
and the rest just slid away
I didn't feel a thing
you can't blame me anymore
than a million pieces of dust
for things my body's done
I'm a sinking ship of Theseus
where is my body now?
where is my body now? tell me,
where is my body now?
junky sludge in the ground
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13. |
Starting To Live Forever
02:31
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[After thousands of years, he transmits his mind into machines shaped like animals and insects, ponders the nature of happiness]
sometimes when I'm a little bird
floating on the sound over a river
I like to pretend that I'm an arrow
and someone forgot to tell me to
to hit the target or at least
to hit the ground
because I'm like a magic arrow
surprising everywhere I go
I just want to be a bird
maybe once every spring, but
changing your shape
well that's a rich man's score
so in my free time
I download the datastream
for a photo or a name
of something I can afford
to help me hit the target
or at least, to hit the ground
I'm so much like a magic arrow
surprising everywhere I go
the other birds are eating worms
while I'm sleeping in
I recharge my circuits
with the latest information
filling up a circuit
I'm not using too much
I'm looking for my life
in a billion pools of mud
[spoken]
You just have to accept things the way they are. It's not giving up, it's inevitable, its reality. You've been choosing to fight it for a long time now. Why not make a choice to be happy? Just let yourself be happy.
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14. |
Holiday In Heaven
02:47
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[He decides to enjoy his circumstance & celebrate his freedoms (like transmitting his mind to machine bodies anywhere in the galaxy)]
I love a useless fight
but I don't like to wait
so I'm stopping by your kitchen
get a slice of that ghetto cake
bring it on, ahh, ahh
I can change my body
into anything I wish
I can transport my mind
through the galactic disc
I've tried everything
for a thousand years and I
finally calculated
what I want to appear
[spoken]
imagine two circles side by side
I could stay there forever
I think I’ll take a holiday
anywhere I choose
I think I’ll take a holiday
by thinking about you
I might close my eyes and let you
drift into my mind
I’ll take a holiday in heaven
with you, anytime
there’s a switch in my mind
its turning on to you
a telepathic connection
collapsing points of view
there's no way to know
what I'm going to do, so
I think I’ll take a holiday
anywhere I choose
I think I’ll take a holiday
by thinking about you
I might close my eyes and let you
drift into my mind
I’ll take a holiday in heaven
with you, anytime
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15. |
Just Like Everyone
05:03
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[He meets someone who reminds him of a person he knew a long long time ago]
is she sliding, down from heaven?
or is she crawling, up from the dirt?
there’s no answer, so don’t bother calling
she’s out walking, across the earth
she can’t remember
the name her daddy gave her
says that you can look but never touch
if you try to get inside her head she’ll say,
“You’ve got the wrong idea.”
but that’s OK ‘cause
she don’t say too much
she’s just like everyone
who gives and then takes some
She was on a journey when I found her
and I've seen that look before
somebody who's lost a treasure
a tangled face with troubled eyes
I could try to change her mind,
but I’d be wasting all my breath
you would never call it pity
if you could see her breast
there's never time to listen to the heart
when you're flying toward some dying star
and the wreckage where life fell apart
is like a map to where she's going
she said this is the last thing she will ever feel
and soon she'll wonder if I am real
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